death. we all know it's coming, but we live like we don't believe in it. it's strange, but i've had this feeling for a few years that i may not live a long life. and it doesn't scare me, but it does make me relish life day by day. it makes you want to really live in the moment and not push things off till tomorrow. that's why i come alive when i'm with people that i love, enjoy, and can be real with...i'm living!! God reminded me of what my passions were again! i want to touch and influence people's lives. it's all about precious hearts and souls. when i die, i won't be able to take anything with me, but the people whose lives i have blessed will go on to bless and affect others and when i see them up in Heaven we can all party! we all need second chances. and i DO believe that people can change, but that change has to come out of a sincere heart and commitment. remember, every moment is a chance to turn it all around. 25 yrs old - there was a promise that God gave me 2 years ago about this age, so I await with expectation! ^^ random thoughts these days: life is just full of surprises. the unexpected. hope in the unseen. trust and have faith with your heart. joy. it gets darkest right before breakthru!! thankful for love. for friends, for family (not just blood), and for life. forgiveness. surrender moment by moment. i'm not walking alone, i've got so many people who care about me. God has the funniest timing and sense of humor...sucha dork! let go, let God. not stressing about my past mistakes. people don't usually regret what they did do, so much as the things they did not do. i tried my best. laughter and music are some GOOD medicine! see and believe the BEST in people - their potential Leona Lewis' Better in Time is off the chain!! she looks stunning! & my girl Alicia always rocks...
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